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Part of me doesn’t want to bother getting a new laptop but I more or less need one in order to do my freelance stuff. As someone once said, “you need money to make money.” Stupid charger though keeps coming out and the computer won’t charge anymore so it has been shutting off frequently. So I’m probably gonna try more to work on my writing during lunch. But I also wanna join the gym in our office building and I’d probably want to do that during lunch too. I dunno. 

I still haven’t quite figure out my mom’s Mother’s Day gift yet. And I have to return clothes tomorrow. And withdraw money. And I want to put together a care package/get well thing to send off to Joe’s dad. Hopefully his mom won’t freak out that we didn’t send her a mother’s day card…I’ll just send an e-card. Busy bee. I’d make gifts to save money but I’m not sure I have the time…it’s kind of hilarious that I used to have time to do things like sew and monogram pillows and make yards and yards of bunting….speaking of which, it would be amazing if my mom still had it somewhere. 

So this past weekend we saw some cats and dogs and got to pet one of the cats, played some tennis, bought a few things to make the apartment look nicer, I made a spring wreath for our door, cleaned up a bit, watched Game of Thrones, played some games, attended a really nice mass, saw Jupiter, and ate some good food.

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Slow week at work so far…I should write something, anything. Every time I start a new story though, I feel really guilty about the ones I haven’t finished yet. I’ve been managing to save money more consistently these past few weeks, now I need to save time and energy for things like writing, working on existing projects and starting new ones and finishing them all no matter how hard it is, exercising not to lose weight but so I can feel more energized and fit, and so on.

Life can be so fucked up one moment and beautiful the next.

I always forget about the Peeps diorama contest. I need to do it at least once before I die.

• Giving a listen to the whole Macklemore and Ryan Lewis album.
• Thinking about having breakfast for dinner: waffles with maple syrup, eggs, and sausage.
• Also thinking about picking up pad Thai for lunch…
• Did not eat dinner yesterday.
• Got my dad a cotton/linen tie as part of his birthday present. Dads are so freaking hard to gift shop for.
• Really want to go to the city for a weekend day to do yoga and soup kitchen volunteering. I need to find the energy to do more with my life.
• Still trying to figure out when the hell to schedule a housewarming party so we can finally invite friends over…maybe next week? I’m too lazy to message everyone. We have board games and 4-player video games now so hopefully it won’t be boring for them. Could always ask someone to bring along cards.
• If we still don’t get our reports today I guess I’ll write a bit.

• I’m Tumbling at work. Still waiting on new reports, kind of getting nervous because if we get them super late there’s gonna be a lot of work to get done before a deadline that is not going to change…
• Going to try to interview/write monthly articles on people for the mental health Tumblr (breakingstigmatism). Might contact a few more people today.
• If we don’t get the reports today I’m going to look for more things to apply to.
• My grandma and aunt are leaving this week to go back home to the other side of the world :( boooo.

I need a drink and/or cigarette.

Waiting for some more time to pass so I can go to bed…just ate so it has to wait a bit. Don’t even want to know what’s going to happen tomorrow morning at work.